Yup, yup. Same. It’s a beautiful but emotionally devastating song (I love and hate it???). And I never will be over his death either, babe.
I basically live through fics, AUs, and constantly shove Sean in other people’s faces
because the majority of this fandom refuses to acknowledge he ever existed, including the showrunner and writers themselves
I suppose I could’ve been kind and spared you even more pain, but if I have to suffer so do you. Also,
yooooo, I still can’t listen to that song without feeling completely dead inside. it’s a good song, but that scene just ruined the song for me??? though I agree, the choice of music was a+. and if you think that version is heartbreaking try listening to the instrumental version